batman: the guardian

batman is definately the best action packed movie that i've watched so far. it surpasses every single damn movie....batman is seriously incredible n those who hate it suck although i do respect the fact that different pplz hv different thoughts. bt i m unable to think how anyone could possibly hate this freaking awesome movie. joker was awesome n so was batman n most of the stuff in that movie exists n they're not fake. some pplz dont know that fact, n they claim that batman is jz like transformers: a fake. the cars, the ropes, the suit, the...everything.....is real. this 2 n a half hour movie certainly will nt bore u, unlike harry potter...sorry to those lightning-scared boy fans. those potter movies suck, n no doubt bout it. those movies r trully FAKE! anyway, back to batman, batman's great....n those who hate it jz dnt appreciate good movies. bye..elmo out~!

feelings:happy/sad

to me, there r only two types of feelings one can have n nothing in between. either we r down or we r on cloud 9, there's nthing in between. there's no such thing as hvng the highest joy. every joy will be overcome by the subsequent joy later in life. for instance, we may feel happy when we pass UPSR with flying colours n at that time, it is our greatest joy. however, as time passes n then we manage to pass with A's in SPM, this joy will surpass the previous "greatest" joy. i know, i'm crapping. anyway, what i'm trying to say is that there's no such thing as hving the greatest joy. we feel happy when:
1. we get everything, though it's impossible
2. we feel appreciated, though appreciation often are insincere
3. we feel loved, though the only people who truly love us are our parents
4. we learn something, though we never think of sharing the knowledge to otherss
5. we have something which others lack
on the other hand, sadness is kinda....gloomy n it will stick to u for a longer time. joy is temporary, while sadness, to me is kinda.....it takes a long time to stop being sad. actually, there's not a single moment in our life where we don't feel sad. we feel sad when we obtain good results while our best friend don't do the same. we feel sad when we win a tournament, bt not our team. we feel sad when we spend time with our family, bt our friends r neglected. every joy is followed closely by sadness, therefore there's no such thing as "oh, i am not sad at all"...anyway, we feel sad when:
1. we are betrayed, esp by pplz whom we really care about
2. the person whom we love don't love us, n that does not exclude our family members
3. we don't achieve what we want, although those dreams r sometimes too high
4. we FEEL that we r alone
5. we fail in everything that we do
i dnt know what i'm mumbling about, as usual...take care, God bless...elmo out~!

i'm pro-Msia

the BTN camp managed to change my perception on Msia after all, esp the government. now, i realise that being a Chinese, which is not supposedly the anak bumi jati of Msia, I should be really thankful towards the government as they have helped me so much, especially by giving me the opportunity to study abroad due to the JPA scholarship. thanks! i realise that everything the government is doing is for the rakyat's benefit n there's no one who can deny that fact. it may be true that some of the steps taken may not seem to benefit the rakyat, for instance the rise of the petrol price. the rise of petrol price will benefit us, guys....cuz if not, the Petronas company will collapse n the government will so definately suffer. who's gonna rule us then? no idea...it may be easy for everyone to condemn the government. even in our SPM essays, we often write "kerajaan patut", etc. bt, think about it, how is it possible to overcome every single problem occur when no one is trying to curb them? all we do is talk, talk, talk....but not even a single person is trying to voice out the steps to the government. pplz r only expressing their opinion on what has been done by government, bt none r trying to list out the steps that should be taken by the government. what i'm trying to say is the government is actually defending every rakyat's rights n no one should doubt it no matter how bad their steps may appear. it may appear unclear, i know, bt dn't bother....elmo out~!

malaysia: my home

malaysia is my home. malaysia is my land. malaysia is the place where i'm gonna stay. i love u, malaysia.

my talent: finding faults

i guess i'll write b4 i leave penang for kl for the BTN camp. it's just a dumb camp, held by JPA to brainwash us. fingers crossed, they aren't gonna succeed. i've always been a hater of everything, n i really mean everything. to me, everything depises me. however, there're a few exceptions of course, n those who r close to me should know who or what they are. nowadays, i'm starting to have more hatred towards everything around me n the worse part is, i often criticise them which leads to negative effects(arguments, etc). see, being outspoken isn't a good thing. haha. i've been keeping myself busy with cycling, hiking, walking, etc. gonna continue swimming when i get to toronto. lolz. the news bore me nowadays. the stuff in the newspapers r crap cuz most of them r neither good news nor news which concern us. so, why bother reading them? go ahead if u wanna read about sodomy, bribery, atlantuya, etc. people start suing each other more n more without realising that they are actually making themselves suffer due to the time n money they have to sacrifice. motorists n motorcyclists r getting more n more dangerous n the victims r mostly pedestrians n cyclists, like me. n the public transports r getting more n more useless. penang's not getting anything: no monorial, no 2nd bridge, nothing! we penangites have to suffer because of them, politicians. bloggers r now closely monitored, proving again that being outspoken will not benefit any1 in m'sia. musicians still hv no chance to make a living in m'sia as no one r supporting the local music industry. pplz say that it's the musicians themselves who should be put to blame: they r useless singers, etc. but that's not the case, they are talented, it's just that no one is making any effort polishing them. the craze for money is getting everyone mad. people r getting more selfish. more n more realise that it is true that "the rich gets richer while the poor gets poorer" based on the current situation. with the domino effects of the petrol price hike, the poor can barely survive nowadays as everything gets more n more expensive. this will definately result in the increment of the crime rate. again, the pplz of m'sia will suffer. perhaps we r getting nearer to the end of the world. maybe the end of the world does not literaly mean that the Earth is gonna fall apart. perhaps, it means that people will start killing each other, demolishing the human race. that's gonna happen.....n it's not long from now. elmo out~! God bless everyone....no matter how good or how bad they are or WERE.

leaving....

i can't believe i'm leavin malaysia soon. it may not be permanent, but still, i do feel some kinda sadness in leaving penang. penang's an awesome place. to compare it to kl, kay elle's crap. cuz....err...penang has great food, great pplz n most of all, i understand the language n they understand me...haha! anyway, after living in penang for the most of my life, i feel kinda sad leaving, esp leaving my closest friends n my family. i hope my destination would be better than penang although it is kinda obvious that toronto is far better than penang. err....besides from the cold weather which everyone from msia yearns, i hope i can find better lifestyle there. better lifestyle does not neccesarily means random sex, etc. i say no to pre-maritial sex, mind u...i hope the people there r nicer....not that rude, not that lansi like most pplz here in msia esp when they r successful n stuff...being able to walk n cycle around in the country is definately gonna be nice. i love walking n i love cycling cuz those r my only transports as i do not like to rely on my parents in taking me somewhere....haha. this post seems like trash to me, but i dn't care...i'm gonna publish it anyway. err...what else to add? oh yeah....i'm gonna miss my elmos bt luckily they're under good care as mom's gonna take care of them, i think...thanks mom! haha. bt, err...i'm gonna bring one elmo, just to remind myself that i still hv a family at home to take care n should not forget my responsibility...lolz...responsibility...haha...elmos' leader, that's who i m...haha. lalala...what else....darn...i dn't know what else to write....oh yeah...i cnt download songs anymore when i get there...darn....no more illegal downloading...sad...argh...nvm, i'll download until i puas here in penang....lalala....bob's not here, i cnt go out that often....sad...haha...anyway, that's all...bai bai...elmo out~!

i miss being me....

err....how should i start explaining??? ok, err....i used to be such an amazing joker esp in school n thus, living up to my name:elmo. it used to be fun joking around with pplz in my class, esp in form 2. with my close friends like nazz and hogan, just to name a few. often, we joke without bothering about others' feelings or etc cuz we know that he won't bother. although there's actually someone who often cries in our class due to our cruel critics on him(sorry), we didn't really bother cuz we know that after that, we will make up with him and be friends again. however, things rn't the same now. friends r getting more n more sensitive n the word sorry seem unable to make things up anymore. haiz....sad that i can't really express myself anymore these days cuz i often hv to take others' feelings into consideration. how i wish every single person is like me: forgive n forget easily....argh, forget it....i wanna be a kid again cuz of the innocence a kid has. getting a new toy, no matter how cheap or expensive is enough to make a child happy. every child is temperament n they forget easily. dang...i'm repeating myself....nvm, the bottomline is, i sosososo wanna be a kid again...n i wanna hv my mom as my mom n my sis as my sis n my dad as my dad n my aunt as my aunt n my second aunt as my second aunt cuz they're the best family i've ever had. i love them n nothing's gonna change that fact. friends come n go, but not them. i can't lose them, not after losing so many of my friends in the past. i wanna thank God for placing me in my mom's womb and letting her take so great care of me throughout my life. i wanna be her son she expects me to be, yet i often disappoint her. forgive me for the times i show my tantrum at her. it wasn't intentional, it's just that...i'm temperament. without her, i'm nothing in this word. it is of utmost certainty that i would hv been a drop out in skewl without her. i would hv been a criminal, perhaps. thanks mom, i truly appreciate everything u've done for me though i don't really express it whenever i'm with u. lalala...thanks for cooking dinner for us, thanks for bringing bob n me up, thanks for taking care of the family although they go against u most of the time, thanks for cheering us up when we're in a bad condition, thanks for everything.....err....i think i've steered out of topic, but who bothers? haha.....kayz...elmo out~! God bless anyone that's reading...take care n be good...

when will it stop rising?

nowadays, everything r rising. the fuel price, the hatred among politicians, n even our age, to those who may not have realised. as time passes, we often hope that we would be questioned "how young are you" instead of "how old are u". as time passes, our response gets slower and everything we do seems to be in a mess. every decision we make gets more and more important. as we grow older, we start to think how dumb we have been in trying to make things so perfect although we know that nothing really is flawless and perfection is almost impossible. however, have we ever managed to stop our age from rising or perhaps to pause for a moment and think, perhaps this is just a dream? perhaps we would wake up from this bad dream and get into reality. perhaps heaven is reality and this is just a dream? if this is a dream, it's really getting bad. weather's becoming worse, wars r getting more and more terrible and pplz r getting more and more dangerous. scientific research r unable to prove anything anymore now. things are unpredictable. no one expects things to happen nowadays. it just happens n we learn to accept it the way it is. the hike of petrol price was not expected to be so tremendous, the commotions in our government were not expected to be so bad, the crime rate was not expected to rise just because there are more polices on duty. so, just take time to take all this in and just relax. stop predicting what will happen tmr n live today. make today as if it's ur last day n make it ur best day. God bless.....elmo out~!